Saturday, October 17, 2009 x 12:30 PM
Lol i am so not a morning person. I didn't go to sleep after morning prayers cause i wanted to mug and ended up sleeping after going thru nazism once. And woke up at 12. OoopsWednesday, October 07, 2009 x 9:42 PM
was joking to to javinson that after we got the trophies for the re thing we would wave to everyone with the trophy in hand. and i really did it and only realised like after recess when i remembered i was holding my trophy in my waving hand.DOTS
anyway back to mugging
Sunday, October 04, 2009 x 10:48 PM
It's 11pm and the sky's all cloudy. Cold wind's blowing in through the windows, and for some reason those motorcycle freaks aren't racing as usual. I feel like i could stare out the windows for hours and hours and hours.It's probably going to rain tonight, and I'm gonna wake up when the rain starts coming in through my window, cause my bed's right next to it. I hope it rains. The weather's put me in a weird kind of mood. I would do an all nighter, if it wasnt for the fact that there was school tomorrow.
And theres eoys, and hmt O levels. And i should be studying like mad now and panicking cause im not prepared. But I'm going to enjoy the weather for a ltitle while more.
rainrainrainrainrain please rain
i sound so.... damp
i'm gonna hope i dream a good dream tonight. fingers crossed!
Friday, September 25, 2009 x 9:41 PM
I've just realised that I've forgotten how to lucid dream.i grew older, got too busy with life, and i forgot how to dream properly
that's just sad
Saturday, September 19, 2009 x 10:39 PM
Felt like blogging before i went for the cip thing this morning and since my internet is screwing up and i cant get to blogger.com i guess I wrote it down in notepad. I havnt blogged in ages so urgghhh.Anyway i had 5 weird short dreams in a row this morning. First one was kinda personal and made me happy so shhh. Second one was about a game where they kidnapped children and made them do extreme things like climb a 10 storey tall tower or something but somehow all of them managed to do it so yay. I remember one guy was forced to wear an astronaut suit. AH! I remember Hitlerella was in that dream. She was putting the astronaut suit on the boy and forcing him to climb up the tall tower. Third one was about a maid who lost her child, but I can't remember anything about that except for the fact that she turned out to be a filthy backstabber . Fourth one was about a red butterfly. Guess that was the most vivid one. I was showering and then suddenly a red butterfly flew in. It started flying around me and i tried to catch it. When i caught, it, it somehow bit me, so i started squishing it and my hands got all bloody so i dropped the butterfly onto the floor where it floated to the drainage thing but not before leaving a trail of blood. Freaky. Fifth was about a monster in the sewers BUT I WOKE UP BEFORE FINISHING THAT ONE damn you cip.
I should blog more often
Monday, July 20, 2009 x 1:11 AM
I've realised I like working late at night.Whether it's due to procrastination, or changing sleeping patterns or whatever, I've been ending up doing what homework i actually do at home late at night or the wee hours of the morning. It's actually kind of peaceful really, and my rate of work is a heck lot better than if i were to work in the afternoon or evening, cause then i have
comics
msn
gaming
youtube
kpop
not like I don't have these at night though, but its just that they have less attraction at night i guess. Watching snsd's legs at 1 am in the morning while you have homework to do doesnt really feel right doesnt it.
ok maybe it does. but how about if you were to be playing dragonica or sims 3? Ahhh totally different story. and i guess i think a lot more at night though. which is kinda cool
ok back to karangan! if i dont finish this cikgu is so going to kill me
aaandddd
YOONA! saranghae <3Wednesday, July 01, 2009 x 8:06 PM
Although my blog is completely and utterly dead, it's time to do that obligatory birthday post. Guess it's kind of convenient that my birthday is around the middle of the year, so coupled with my obligatory new year post, i've got some way of organised ranting so hoho.Oh i just realised that the new year post was just like a few posts ago. I'm a lazy bugger.
So I'm sixteen. I've been bugging my aunts for presents since like forever but now that the day's here, it doesnt really feel all the special I guess. Eargh i get jaded too fast. But hey thanks for to the people who've wished me happy birthday! Makes me happy all the same :D
Kay, sec 4 is passing by like damn fast. Before I know it it's gonna be the eoys, then rj. Just like that. But sec 4's still be super fun, and frankly i think it's been the funnest since i was sec 1. Ahh in sec 1 I was super optimistic, a heck lot more than I am now. BUT I'M STILL OPTIMISTIC and thats good yeah. But hey i don't think i've changed much so we'll see how it goes. See im cutting this off cause i hafta do homework. will edit later
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heh.
ok im feeling emo for the first time in ages. i dont like it. but i cant do anything to stop it because there was a trigger.
i guess ive had slight emo episodes in these four years. but i think this is the worst. nowhere near as bad as what i felt during primary school g.e.p days but still bad enough to make it feel as if ice is running through my veins. this is why i dont like going for reunions.
what im scared of, is that it might get worse and once it gets worse, its gonna go downhill. then all the damn happy stuff ive tried to mantain in me for four years would go down the drain.
i'll just have to reassure myself that im not alone.
if it continues, its gonna be a screwed up end to a fantastic four years